Wanna

I wannna wear makeup.

I wanna wear lipstick without smearing it off of the mask.

I wanna wear dresses and skirts.

I wanna drink bear in the club.

I wanna dance.

I wanna sing from the top of my lungs to a song that I like that some band plays.

I wanna sing in a band.

I wanna band that makes songs.

I wanna go to the sea.

I wanna swim in the sea.

I wanna walk on the crisp stones on the beach.

I wanna walk the heavy sand on the shore.

I wanna feel the salt from the sea on my mouth.

I wanna sing with my friends.

I wanna see my friends that live in every possible country.

I wanna live in another country.

I wanna enjoy my life, not survive it.

I wanna surround myself with people with different views.

I wanna learn from other people.

I wanna embrace people’s differences.

I wanna food, clean water for everyone.

I want the sun fo cover everyone equally.

I wanna peace for everyone.

I wanna inner peace for everyone.

I wanna…..

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Writing and expressing

Lately, I really wanted to write, but I’m having hart time finding the inspiration. So, apparently, I am making inspiration up.

I used to enjoy writing very much. Used to be really good and wrote interesting short stories. And my style was (and still) is good. Was even published in one of the local newspapers. It was when for a short period of time I didn’t have internet at home and went to an internet cafe to send it to the newspaper. And they published it. I got a lot of attention from my teachers and people were stopping me on the street to express their gratitude that someone picked an interesting subject to be the center of attention.

I got many of my stories shut down with many domains taken down because of lack of funding. I had few of them on a fb profile that now is locked. I had many on a forum. But al of them are not available to me anymore and I think that discouraged me to make more of them. I am especially sorry for one of them and got a lot of attention from many people.

I thing that is the reason why I choose to write about a (for me) distracting and not that important thing – like this blog.

I miss creativity. A lot! The current situation with my creativity is limited to my clothing that I don’t have place to wear it – even before the world shut down. I really want to express my inner spark through my creativity but from day to day that is looking more and more impossible because some peoples minds are very limited and „outside the box“ is less and less appreciated. After a while, living in a place that appreciates nothing except sheeps that are taken to a voting poll and poltroons that exist only for politics and to get by. I am very offended by that! And it is really taking toll on my health. Because:  what is creative soul without a place to express it!

A photo taken from me right before the world stopped with absolutely no filters:

2020 and many more wishes!

Wishing you a very happy New Year filled with health and wishes that will become reality throughout it!

Work smart, press pause when needed and don’t be afraid to be you! As someone said – be you, because everybody else is already taken….which..now that I am writing it, sounds kinda creepy…..

Aaanyway…

Here it is a picture of the sky that I made on the New Year’s Eve, so you can see this amazingness and feel the joy of this universe!

Have a nice start of the new decade.

Antidote 😉

Spring doesn’t like us

Hi my Reader 🙂 How about some laughing for today 🙂

Even thought spring refuses to come, I still rock the flowery look. Even my background is so flowery and colorful. Have you seen it yet?

I like the gloomy days but the thing with this weather is that is too cold. And cold is a thing that i really don’t like and I am always cold, even in the hot summer days. It supposed to be spring. If not, should be at least a bit warmer. This weather is not typical for this time of the year. But then again, global warming is real thing that we are doing nothing to prevent and the results are obvious.

Two days ago I was walking in the sun wearing only t – shirt and shorts. Today, while I am writing this, I am sitting with two sweaters and blouse underneath. And we expect the people to act „normal“? Naaah 😀

It seems like spring doesn’t like us.

It’s so unusually cold for this time of the year for the place that I live. It’s pouring rain and it’s snowing on the mountain – I can actually see how it snows. Climate is changing.

What to do in cold days? – lazy girl edition 

Lay underneath 3 blankets is something that I do so I can warm up just a little bit. It doesn’t always help so I do the next thing:

What is a blow dryer for a student you ask?
– A heating device, of course 😀

I already stored every heating device and when is necessary, I bring up the blow dryer. It warms my palms just enough to accumulate the warmness until I go underneath those 4 blankets. They were 3? Well scratch that. Now are 4 😀

Have some emergency series in waiting

Always prepare for the lazy days – when you just want to relax with a simple series.

And snack. Snack is good too 🙂

Tackle the pile of clothes 

Now is the time to get your piled up clothes from the week back in order…that is, if your fingers are not freezing and you can’t even fold. In that case, get back to the blow dryer 😀

Hot tea and coffee

Wake yourself up with hot coffee. Now make yourself a cup of tea and place the armchair next to the window so you can watch how the rain is pouring…and appreciate that you don’t have to be out at that moment. For those who need to go out, better luck next time. Do this things when you come back. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So cold outside. I wanted to make some rainy-day and coffee picture but that didn’t go so well since I was so cold and ran back inside 😀

Did you notice my new socks (because that is why I took all this pictures and I made it impossible to notice them)? I really like them. I usually buy black and these confused me the first time I wore them. Thought to myself – what is this on the ground moving in the same pace as me…

Feed the outdoor animals 

The next day. Still raining. Just like the days before. Oh, and there is one birdie flying. I put some crumbles for them few times a day. And the place where I put them is always empty (and not because of the horrible wind that’s been going on for, as it seems, ages).
Even if I don’t go out to feed the cats and the dogs, there are still birds that just enjoy the crumbles. 🙂

Appreciation for boots that don’t leak  

I have A LOT pairs of boots. Two weeks ago, my last pair that wasn’t leaking – well, they drowned my feet. The rain was very heavy and my socks were wet up to my ankles. Now I have to find another pair of boots that aren’t leaking but I can’t do that because all of the shoe-shops already took away their winter collections and I am the type of person that I need to inspect everything about the shoe before I bye it. That is why I don’t shop for shoes online.

The most important 

Play some good music and dance around your home. After all, there is only one life and you are leaving it. So, make the most of it 🙂

Hope I made someone smile 🙂

Have a nice weekend 😉

I’m gonna go and drink this delicious mixture of cocoa and milk 🙂

Antidote 😉

Happy Spring Equinox and International Day Of Happiness

And did I make a pause…

Well, it is what it is and when I am back, I hit my blog with few posts in a row, and this time won’t be different 😀 I still like to read your post and thoughts so I’ve been doing that even though I wasn’t posting a lot lately.

Hi my Readers 🙂

I couldn’t post anything because I had computer malfunction..again. Now I bought the part in question but the problem with my monitor flickering is gone. Imagine that, right when I bought the extra part. But I think that the problem is the bad electricity. This is the case in the last few years since 2 giant corporations got together and merged their „forces“ to become one big of problem one hell of a pocket pickers with horrible product. Since that happened, most of my electric apparel has gone with at least one defect, had replaced the power supply for my PC 3 times, and don’t even get me started on the light bulbs that are exploding out of nothing and the times glass has hit me near to my eyes while I was turning my table lamp on. Two of my light bulbs exploded yesterday. Not fun.

 

But, enough about my hazardous electricity and let’s get started about something that is happening today. Today is the spring equinox and is International Day Of Happiness.

Happy Spring Equinox Day! 🙂

Let’s celebrate the first day of spring and spread the happiness with some good spring photos. It’s International Day Of Happiness!

In that name, I am sharing this photo with you so you can grab some of this sun beaming even if it’s pouring buckets where you live. Where I live the sun is shining but is too cold for some outdoor activities. But at least I have this photo from few days ago to share it with you. 🙂

On this day I dare you to be happy!

Have a nice day 🙂 

Regards from Antidote 😉

29 – th of February

Hi my Reader 🙂

29-th of February only happens once in 4 years. And only happens once in 4 years that I get to call it “one whole month after my Birthday” 😀 Also, it is my 20th post 🙂
I really wanted to make it memorable and make a post, but instead of making a beauty post (that I really didn’t have time to do because my PC was getting some pimping 😀 ), I decided to go with this picture of the sky that I took few days ago. Scarlet sky with blooming almonds in the shadows. I hope that you are having a wonderful day.

Scarlet sky, almond in bloom

Remember to do something good.

Stay positive 🙂

Regards, Antidote 😉